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About Me Member Deviously Deviant StarLovesNC9817/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 8 Months
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Can't Believe It's Been A Year

Fri May 8, 2009, 2:39 PM
So today was just a little bit better. I think this guy has a crush on me =] He walked around school with me all morning, asking questions trying to get to know me and he's such a cuttie! But I'm not sure if I want to date him =/

I was talking to a friend in one of my classes and I was telling him why I wasn't at school thursday and we got to talking and..well.. I don't know if it was a joke.. but he asked me to be friends with benifits o.0 Wow.. I don't get asked that everyday haha.

Maybe...maybe not. I don't want to ruin a good friendship.

so She did NOT ignore me today. I was ready to yell and scream but calmed myself down before I spoke. At first she wasn't talking to me but I got in her conversation anyways, rude, i know, but I don't want to fight about little things. But next time is the last time. I know I realy do say that a lot but I'm very serious this time. I can't handle anymore stress and she's a big problem to me.

So the rest of the day I just laughed away then went to sleep...

But now.. I can hardly breath.. May 7th.. How could I forget? I didn't even know the date so I never thought about it. Thursday was the day that would have been me and HIS one year if I didn't ruin everything..Nick...That's his beautiful name.. I miss him so much.. I love him so much.. And wednesdays his birthday...I'm getting back to being very depressed again. I can't take this anymore. I really want to be with him.. what do I do? How do I get over it? Or.. since I can't ever get over anything.. How should I deal with all my anger.. all my stress... all my sadness? Tell me a way to find myself when I feel lost. Someone please help me?

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The Names Star, and yes it is my real name. I really do get asked that a lot. I love art and writing. I do all kinds of styles from pencils to paint to airbrushing and soon tattoos and piercings. As you may see later on, i do write a lot of sad things. But it comes from the heart. weather or not it's good or not it's what I'm feeling. So comment and things of that sort would be nice. it will help me improve. Constructive criticism is all I need.

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  • Favourite band or musician: Flyleaf
  • Favourite genre of music: rock, techno

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:iconcyantre:
Thanks for the watch, Star.
:iconbekki-anne:
thanks for the watch:]
:iconwusntme:
thanks a bunch for watch!! :glomp:

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:icongizmolubsnaz:
Yesh.
You were a comment virgin before this.
Lmfao.
Loves ya.

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:iconstarlovesnc98:
ah i feel like such a dumby on this site XD
:icongizmolubsnaz:
It's okie!

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<(^-^<;) <(^^)^ ^(^-^)^ ^(^^)> (>^.^)> JUST DANCE! IT'LL BE OKIE! -Nothing but love.-Is it all just a dream?-Don't pinch me, I don't want to wake up.-

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